{"id":542,"date":"2021-01-29T17:10:39","date_gmt":"2021-01-29T22:10:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.parismarcel.com\/?page_id=542"},"modified":"2021-07-23T12:51:53","modified_gmt":"2021-07-23T16:51:53","slug":"plog","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.parismarcel.com\/?page_id=542","title":{"rendered":"P.LOG"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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As a smidget of my world is finally tangible, I decided to blossom in expressing my more intimate narrative as well. I have been developing more intentionally over the years, and in doing so I discovered I desperately needed to relinquish some projects\/ideas\/thoughts that had been holding space in my creative mental lab. I became overloaded with artistic concepts but had lag\u2019d on the execution.\u00a0 I would grow so angry and disappointed with self for not measuring up to the invisible mark of accomplishment I placed upon myself. Stressing out, overthinking, and feeling all types of goofy. I went through emotions of hopelessness, doubt, self pity, resistance, procrastination and fear.\u00a0 I had to rework and rewire some old habits that worked for me in the past, but no longer benefited this more developed me. Then, not becoming hesitant with the path that comes with it.\u00a0<\/div>
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So here I am, some 20\u2019s something, cheers-ing*, to a continued journey of reprogramming. \u00a0 Of self –\u00a0push<\/i>.\u00a0 Showing myself, rather than telling myself. Understanding I have so much to give, and there\u2019s so much to be done. And reminding myself how exciting that should be so that it doesn\u2019t become burdensome. \u00a0 I\u2019ve learned, when your dreams become burdens, then all you\u2019ll see is nightmares.\u00a0 So pinch yourself, snap out of it, splash some water on your face. WHATEVER it takes. Wake yourself up.<\/div>
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